Thanks Dear~❤

Have a wonderful lunch today....

although is just a simply fried rice...

but it taste extra delicious and great....

feel so warm and touch when having my lunch today...

these all caused by my dearest hiphip...

He have prepare a lovely lunch for me without any help from me...

is really touch that i sleep tightly at the bed and he was busying with preparing the lunch...

sorry bb.. i din't help you today....

Today is the first time i bring lunch box to college that prepared by you....

my friend was envy with me and i feel so proud that i have such a great BF...haha...

Thanks bb for being so care about me and the lovely lunch box....

i hope i have the change to prepare a great lunch box for you too....

Waiting for it ok? I promise i will do it for you...^^ muackzz....

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Dala~~~~~ Lovely fried rice

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First Chinese sentence from You~

你和我

第一天，我们在一起

到今天，

我有了新花名称

你也有

因为你凭借睡眠

我的一个是从我的尺寸

这是非常可笑 ^^

我们每天都开心的笑

有时悲伤

但我不关怀

我将永远继续下去，并让你笑一笑

我是竹

你是树

还记得我张贴的图片

它会永远在我心中

希望你会微笑，大笑之后，你看到这

谢谢 google translate ^^ (谷歌翻译)

可以让你笑 ^^

爱你

from 陈家 hoou ^^

I am really surprise to receive this sentences from bb....

I am touch you pay so much effort to translate it..

and it is so sweet...

although the word are weird... but i understand what u trying to tell me...

Thankyou bb for being love me so much...

i am sorry i hurt u and make u so sad....

but no matter how.. i still love you so much....

A feeling

Obviously.. i am not really happy now...

I hate myself with having this kind of feeling everytime..

really cant control although i am trying to control myself...

but cant.... it fully control my mind....

how come?~!! i really hope to know whats wrong with me.....

Because i am too selfish? Because i am too jealous?

or possessive? really cant understand myself...

is actually nothing and he suppose to do it but why i am not happy with it??

Oh gosh~!!!!!!!!!!!

Is going crazy now~!

ASSIGNMENT　KILLING ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you so much hiphip...

can you faster come back.... ><

Down Down Down

I am so down...

I am so depress...

I am so moody...

I am so stress

I am so tired...

I dislike this feeling.... i dunno how to describe my feeling now... is just like my heart was stuck with a lot stuff and i can't even know what is it....

I hate my life now... but i know i still need to go on although i dislike....

i miss my childhood... i miss my secondary life badly...

i miss my yeewen, sookkuan and HG badly....

I do miss Shir Li and Wai sung too....

this three gang really help me a lot in my pass and u guys are really awesome...

I am sorry if i hurt u guys before... but in my heart... u all will always be my best friend...

especially shirli.... i dunno whats wrong between us...

is just like a wall was blocking us... do u think that?

i trying to fix but i am failed with that.... sorry.....

You all are important character in my life....

stay beside me no matter what mood i am....

Its really cant a find like u all in outside now......

Society are cruel and just like evil....

I need sometime to sui myself in there... cant used with it....

I will try my best to do what i should do....

did well in my college and leave the stupid place~!

For those people who promise me things and now forget already...

i will remember what u say and what u do now...

i am foolish enough to wait for yr word come true....

Friends.... find me when u are free...

I really miss u guys.....

and i need someone to hear me.....

Recent

Well, my blog was going to be a dead blog soon...

I am freaking lazy to blogging here...

Dunno what to blog and nothing to blog too....

The only thing that is special is my birthday on few days ago...

Have a vocation with hiphip during my birthday....

A beautiful beach.... A wonderful surprise.. A great present... A sweet memory....

That is all the things i receive on my birthday.... Is great~!

Besides that, I am tired with my college life that is full of assignment....

I am stressed to face with the exam... course mate... lecturer... and all other things....

College is fun but it also make me going crazy too....~!

Learning to protect myself from others...

learning to read others mind so i wont get hurt.....

A lot of things i still need to learn... I will work hard with that...

Just a word- Thankyou

Thank you for login my blog and blog a touch post for me...

its really surprised me and touched me....

after read that... i can 100% confirm that what u are actually thinking...

is really glad and happy to have you...

Thankyou for your love...

Thankyou for your care...

Thankyou for being with me about 15 months....

I love you my dear.....my love will never change...

Love,peileng~Panpan....

To my dear PanPan,

Time pass so fast,

We has been together until today as the sun shine above us,

Our soul is like crystal hard and clear as many ppl can see,

Relation like I am a bamboo you are tree, I will always stick on you,

I wrote this especially for you,

To prove that my love for you is true,

Never shall I kiss someone else’s lips,

Never will we make any holiday boring,

You are unbelievable beautiful,

When I am near you and see you my heart goes like a roller coaster,

World cannot express what I felt when you stand by me,

You mean so much to me,

I never knew this could be you ar my sweet heart day by day,

I hope you will never go away,

All of you is what I need,

I understand that some time you manja me because of a reason,

Reason of love and care,

And sometime you stick to me because of scare of losing it,

But I can tell you that as long as you love me,

You no need to care what you do,

What I need,

What the time it is,

Because love mean everything to you and me.

Love HipHip^^