A feeling

Obviously.. i am not really happy now...

I hate myself with having this kind of feeling everytime..

really cant control although i am trying to control myself...

but cant.... it fully control my mind....

how come?~!! i really hope to know whats wrong with me.....

Because i am too selfish? Because i am too jealous?

or possessive? really cant understand myself...

is actually nothing and he suppose to do it but why i am not happy with it??

Oh gosh~!!!!!!!!!!!

Is going crazy now~!

ASSIGNMENT　KILLING ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you so much hiphip...

can you faster come back.... ><