Miss You

Seriously i am so miss my hiphip now....

although yesterday only we meet but i really need you right now...

i feel so empty and lonely...

and just keep thinking of you and hoping that u can at my side now...

i know the fastest date can meet u is sunday...

u have to work for the whole week cause of the Raya month and your colleague are all on leave...

haiz... although my mouth say is ok..nevermind.. but my heart and mind is missing u freaking much! is going to miss u like crazy....

but i have to be patient and wait u...

i feel so guilty that i cant help you anything when u are worrying grandma..

what can i do is just bless grandma can recover soon...

waiting you here...

love you ♥

hope bb dun so worry ok... smile back^^ not matter how i will always support u and sayang you...

王力宏- 十八般武艺

Yoho~~~ leehom new album, movie and book official establish already^^

Have make the pre-order of leehom album and get the poster....

but i haven when to midvalley take the album><>

And i am so excited for going cinema to watch his new movie too.....' Love In Disguise'

He is so so so awesome !!!

I am coming this sunday to meet u at one utama!!!! hahaha!

Enjoy leehom new photograph~!

Handsome right? haha

All the best for you!

new album....must support!!!

Cool^^

LEEHOM ROCKS~!!!!!!!!!!

Photography

Recently... I am fall in love with photography....

Love the beautiful photo that capture by DSLR camera...

especially the blur effect that create by the camera.... is so attractive and great....

I have capture some photo that using my dad new Nikon D300s and my hiphip D3000....

wish to have one DSLR for myself..... carry it wherever i go......^^

I am still a beginner and ready to learn the skills....

Have fun with it~ ^^

Hehe.....my cute daddy capture with using D3ooo^^

My dear..... D3000 too~

Capture with D300s~

Hiphip~ haha.... D300s...

Hope to update more beautiful photo soon.....^^

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Thanks Dear~❤

Have a wonderful lunch today....

although is just a simply fried rice...

but it taste extra delicious and great....

feel so warm and touch when having my lunch today...

these all caused by my dearest hiphip...

He have prepare a lovely lunch for me without any help from me...

is really touch that i sleep tightly at the bed and he was busying with preparing the lunch...

sorry bb.. i din't help you today....

Today is the first time i bring lunch box to college that prepared by you....

my friend was envy with me and i feel so proud that i have such a great BF...haha...

Thanks bb for being so care about me and the lovely lunch box....

i hope i have the change to prepare a great lunch box for you too....

Waiting for it ok? I promise i will do it for you...^^ muackzz....

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Dala~~~~~ Lovely fried rice

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First Chinese sentence from You~

你和我

第一天，我们在一起

到今天，

我有了新花名称

你也有

因为你凭借睡眠

我的一个是从我的尺寸

这是非常可笑 ^^

我们每天都开心的笑

有时悲伤

但我不关怀

我将永远继续下去，并让你笑一笑

我是竹

你是树

还记得我张贴的图片

它会永远在我心中

希望你会微笑，大笑之后，你看到这

谢谢 google translate ^^ (谷歌翻译)

可以让你笑 ^^

爱你

from 陈家 hoou ^^

I am really surprise to receive this sentences from bb....

I am touch you pay so much effort to translate it..

and it is so sweet...

although the word are weird... but i understand what u trying to tell me...

Thankyou bb for being love me so much...

i am sorry i hurt u and make u so sad....

but no matter how.. i still love you so much....

A feeling

Obviously.. i am not really happy now...

I hate myself with having this kind of feeling everytime..

really cant control although i am trying to control myself...

but cant.... it fully control my mind....

how come?~!! i really hope to know whats wrong with me.....

Because i am too selfish? Because i am too jealous?

or possessive? really cant understand myself...

is actually nothing and he suppose to do it but why i am not happy with it??

Oh gosh~!!!!!!!!!!!

Is going crazy now~!

ASSIGNMENT　KILLING ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you so much hiphip...

can you faster come back.... ><

Down Down Down

I am so down...

I am so depress...

I am so moody...

I am so stress

I am so tired...

I dislike this feeling.... i dunno how to describe my feeling now... is just like my heart was stuck with a lot stuff and i can't even know what is it....

I hate my life now... but i know i still need to go on although i dislike....

i miss my childhood... i miss my secondary life badly...

i miss my yeewen, sookkuan and HG badly....

I do miss Shir Li and Wai sung too....

this three gang really help me a lot in my pass and u guys are really awesome...

I am sorry if i hurt u guys before... but in my heart... u all will always be my best friend...

especially shirli.... i dunno whats wrong between us...

is just like a wall was blocking us... do u think that?

i trying to fix but i am failed with that.... sorry.....

You all are important character in my life....

stay beside me no matter what mood i am....

Its really cant a find like u all in outside now......

Society are cruel and just like evil....

I need sometime to sui myself in there... cant used with it....

I will try my best to do what i should do....

did well in my college and leave the stupid place~!

For those people who promise me things and now forget already...

i will remember what u say and what u do now...

i am foolish enough to wait for yr word come true....

Friends.... find me when u are free...

I really miss u guys.....

and i need someone to hear me.....

Recent

Well, my blog was going to be a dead blog soon...

I am freaking lazy to blogging here...

Dunno what to blog and nothing to blog too....

The only thing that is special is my birthday on few days ago...

Have a vocation with hiphip during my birthday....

A beautiful beach.... A wonderful surprise.. A great present... A sweet memory....

That is all the things i receive on my birthday.... Is great~!

Besides that, I am tired with my college life that is full of assignment....

I am stressed to face with the exam... course mate... lecturer... and all other things....

College is fun but it also make me going crazy too....~!

Learning to protect myself from others...

learning to read others mind so i wont get hurt.....

A lot of things i still need to learn... I will work hard with that...

Just a word- Thankyou

Thank you for login my blog and blog a touch post for me...

its really surprised me and touched me....

after read that... i can 100% confirm that what u are actually thinking...

is really glad and happy to have you...

Thankyou for your love...

Thankyou for your care...

Thankyou for being with me about 15 months....

I love you my dear.....my love will never change...

Love,peileng~Panpan....

To my dear PanPan,

Time pass so fast,

We has been together until today as the sun shine above us,

Our soul is like crystal hard and clear as many ppl can see,

Relation like I am a bamboo you are tree, I will always stick on you,

I wrote this especially for you,

To prove that my love for you is true,

Never shall I kiss someone else’s lips,

Never will we make any holiday boring,

You are unbelievable beautiful,

When I am near you and see you my heart goes like a roller coaster,

World cannot express what I felt when you stand by me,

You mean so much to me,

I never knew this could be you ar my sweet heart day by day,

I hope you will never go away,

All of you is what I need,

I understand that some time you manja me because of a reason,

Reason of love and care,

And sometime you stick to me because of scare of losing it,

But I can tell you that as long as you love me,

You no need to care what you do,

What I need,

What the time it is,

Because love mean everything to you and me.

Love HipHip^^

Bla Bla Bla~

Its been a long time i never update my blog already...

cause i am so so so lazy and busy recently...haha...

nothing special happen around me...

the only one thing is i have started my college life....

a new environment for me... new friend... new things... new subject...

i feel quite loss when the first day i when to school.... but i am happy to meet my dear friend there..

not much ppl in my class.... no much as what i thought actually...

anyway is ok... sure got chance to mix around with other group of friend^^

Oh ya... I have passed my P license test... yohoo.... waiting my license come out then i can drive already.. haha....

finally i have done this... is have been a long long time i plan to get my license and now i have done it....

My dear yeewen was at NS now.....

miss her badly...hehe.... hope she can enjoy well there and take good care of herself...

Blablabla.....

nothing else to write already.....

erm....

HG~ miss u guys badly actually....

miss our form 5 life... keep chit chat and gossip... is really enjoy and fun with u guys...

no more gossip and chit chat for me now.....TT haiz~~~

Few words for my love one....

hiphip... i am sorry that i use to be so manja sometimes....

hope u will still love me and treat me patiently as before... love u always here...

support every decision u make...

and we must work hard to let our dream come true.. k? promise ya.. muackz~

Love,

Peileng^^

Its U~ My love~

Its you....my dear hiphip....~~
You always stay beside me...accompany me...comfort me when i am depress..moody or in any bad situation.... its really great to have u... really cant imagine if my life without will be how...
thanks bb.... i miss u so much...
Just to tell u i will always love u care u and support u....muackzz....


~Happy 13 months Anniversary~

Bla bla bla

I WANT STUDY AT MALAYSIA!!!
I WANT ~!

Please dun force me study aboard ok???
I cant afford the tution fees.... the accommodation fees....living expenses...blablabla....
feel afraid to study alone there.... the language the culture the food...everythings is just different from here....
i have decide to study here.... will go to register soon too....
wish me goodluck ok??? i need to settle all this things as fast as possible... i have delay it very long time..... hate myself for so useless....
i haven get my P licenses also....i am wasting my time to working as part time...argh~!!!
my plan have been spoil.... ><

What should I do now??
No more tears to cry.....
Its dry.....
Trying to be more strong and independent~
I wish i can be a strong women...~!!!
God bless me.....

Appreciate It ~

Nice?...Made by me for bb...

hope u will like it....^^

Happy Anniversary o~! muackzz!

The anniversary present from u...

love it so so much...

and feel so surprise when i receive it...

cause is really the first time u DIY for me...^^

Samsung ST550~ our anniversary present...

share share buy de o... so is belong to us...wakaka...~!

Celebrate our anniversary at genting...

have a lot fun there.. really enjoy well with it..

have take quite alot pic by using this new camera..

haha...~! will update some photo soon...~

Happy 1 Year Anniversary~!!

Few hours later will be 25th of Jan....

still remember last year we chat in phone till midnight as usual....

and u keep forcing me to accept u and be yr gf.... i was so stupid to tell u that i hope we can together when valentine...but the end.... i had accepted.... start from that day my life have changed...and it is so colourful....no emo again...

In this one year..... we been through alot of things and also have created alot of memory...

cant forget every moment that be with u.....

its really a great present from god to let me be with you....

thankyou for bb that begin so love me and sayang me....

I love u.....

Happy A Year Anniversary~!

If our plan go on smoothly....

tomorrow we will at genting to celebrate our anniversary...

but so sorry to hear that bb grandfather had pass away...

feel sorry that i cant stay beside you....

I miss you bb.....

Love you forever and ever~!!!

New Year New Life "2010"

2009 have over~

a year that full of happiness..sadness...memory...surprise...unforgettable and stress...

Appreciate every things ... my love...family and friends....

Thankyou for everything in the past year...

and sorry for my mistaken...

Some word for my love..

BB..2009 is the year we create the love and make the miracle between us...

is glad to have u...Anjoy every moment with you and have alot memory with u...

vocation...party..hangout...countdown...movie...and more....

In the new year....hope bb can success in yr career and also stay healthy all the time...

Love u~ muackz!

Some word for my friends..

Guys..thankyou very much~! thankyou for being support me and help me all the time....

I am so sorry that i might be not a good friend for u...

but i really treat u guys as my friend and treat u guys sincere.....

sometime i am busy with my stuff here and din't really accompany u when u really need me alot... i am sorry with it....

Build up a good friendship with my classmate...HG...^^

but also started to lose some friends.....

feel sad that our friendship have a big change.....not same as before...no more laughter..no more topics...no more crazy doing..no more chit chating... no more outing.....

感情不容易经营。。。友情也一样难维持。。。

只要一不小心就可能永远的失去了。。

感受到了背叛。。虚伪。。和人的自私。。。

anyway... i still miss u guys alot.... keep in touch ya.... ^^

For family...

haha...quite speechless...

what should i write leh?

- i love my daddy.... thankyou daddy for being so love me and also support me.... I love u DADDY~ muackzz...

-mummy ar..haha.... i love her too..but sometimes she really make me going mad....

-two sister.... Dun so naughty~!!!!!!!!!! haha...... and must work hard to get good result....

and i miss my grandpa so much..... ><

Now is 2010...

a new year for me^^

a year that i start to step in the society and my college life....

Need to meet new ppl...new friends.... quite afraid with it....><

Get my driving license... and start to drive...wakaka....

Change myself into a another Peileng....

Feel excited with it but the other side i am scare too....

good luck for myself....^^

Happy New Year~!!!